saya.seorang.cikgu!

i was contacted and being informed abt dis, in the late eve yesterday. n i was expected to b lapor diri @ skewl ohhhhhh...so damn early in the morning! it is 7am dude! btape saya berbangga kerana mampu bangun dan bersiap seawal itu..

oh i just cant imagine wat wud i look like being a teacher of Sekolah Agama Tinggi pule tu! mannnn... i tell u, i felt hell soooooo terrified! yolah..den ni namo jo skolah agama smpai darjah khas. tapi takdo maknonyo den ni ngikut sgt apo den blajo eh.. hish~ xpela..i set my mind --- hmmm mungkin akan tiba fasa perubahan itu? benarkah? sama2 kita nantikan......stay tune!

berbalik kepade cite sekolah -- i managed to arrive @ skewl by 715 and was having a short briefing with encik pengetua, wic i was given my clas timetable n i felt sooo more terrified when i suddenly noe dat i hv to teach GEOGRAFI! Man..hooo i noe it was terrible! tapi xmampu berkata apa2 sedang lidah kelu berbicara. diam bermakna setuju..apekan daya. terima saja seadanya..oh yes, n i also responsible to teach 'em prinsip akaun as wel as economy. ok, i can see much of confident there..=)

i just figure out dat sumtg has been fluttering around in my stomach once i entered my clas.. ohhh it was a LOTTTT of butterflies in there! i feel nervous. yela 1st tym g ngaja.but as always, kukuhkan iman di dada, kuatkan hati, langkah dgn yakin! yeee itu yg kite mahukan adik2. ppl, to tel u, my students R sooooo respectful! so great to hv them in my clas. dat wud help shoooo away those butterflies yg berkejar2an dlm perut saya td. yes! *wink*

skewl session end @ 1345. wat a relief.. huuuu~ but despite all the hectic-ness and nervous-ness, i manage to end it very well i can say..=) can u see the smile now?ngeee~ i nvr noe being a teacher wil be soo fun and enjoyable. BUT only if u hv students like mine..kalau tidak, hah jgn harap.hhaha. Alhamdulillah. Thank u Allah. for the blessings and rezeki u gave me.

on top of that, i m so honoured dat at least i hv achieved 1 of my ambition back in primary skewl dulu2 -- to b a teacher..hhhaaaaa! itulah nafas kelegaan..c u soon!

:: bless me Allah, bless them for the whole life ::

pls welcome --> ANAS TAHIR!

here my current addiction babe!
a big applause pls.....for mr Anas tahir...............!
anas tahir = adik faizal tahir.
damn. he is hilarious. kinda bit retarded. ofkos. n his videos R addictive.
check it out baby. u sure dun wanna miss it.
oleh kerana kegilaanku thadap faizal tahir kian menjadi2. apela salahnye jika aku menggilai adiknye juge. he is damnn crazeeeh. just like me *lol*

sakit. mmg menyakitkan.

hari ini:
turun sekilo.

hari semalam:
telah naik sekilo

esoknya:
turun sekilo.

malam ini:
naik sekilo.

sakitnye perasaan turun naik ini.
citponah~

de blissful of May

19th May - nasa's bday. (de 12th bro)
20th May - abah's bday.
25th May - ibu's bday.

utk ibu abah n nasa yg terchenta..im wishing u happy bday n may Allah bless u fo whatever u do..n i love u all like dis much ---> mwahhhhhhhhh~ *hug* *hug* *hug*

speaking of d above, i must say dere r a lil bit of dissapointment here, sbb kami tade pluang utk celebrate de day togetha. abah outstation. ibu plak, full-loaded with kursus for d entire wiks. fuh..~

baiklah..jadi saya ade solid reason untk bangun awal pagi bagi spanjang mggu ini. yee..awal pagi ygb dimaksudkan adelah 6.oo a.m. aduh.. kalo tidak, cane dgn adik2 yg nk g skola tu. dhla ramai kot.. xpela, for d sake of my parents, no matter wat come across i wil do dat fo u both. -- nekad sunggoh nih! --

tp buring jugak bgn pg2 nih. bile adik2 had gone off to skewl, saye di umah wil just looking blindly over de wall. dgn harapan, ia akn memberi respon yg amat baik. tp hampaa..=( buhsannnn!

ibu! abah! cepatla balekk..nk mkn kek =p

CNN terhebat!

pagi td pegi tpt pektikel lama.
was 'korek'king boxes n those old files sbb nak cr punch card.
mereka look very delightful when i came.
some of the issues we talked about...HERE:

1. @ HR - kakak2 officer disitu bgtau, sgtla bernasib baik sesungguhnye saye ini sbb tak terima lamaran am (despatch boy) suatu mase dolu ketika beliau mengoratku. kerana bininye yg sekarang asek mengadu belom ngandung2 lagik. huih~ perlu ke dibawa ke ofis cite2 sebegitu. lain kali, sblom masuk keje, sume hal umah, sangkut kat gate depan ofis tu. xyah bwk masuk opis.kes naye~~

2. @ FINANCE - kakak2 dan seorg abg disitu menganga tgk perut saya yg ramping.mengapa? mungkin baju tu yg bodyfit pon. xperlula begitu skali menganganye. kerana x semena2 saya berasa sangat perasan skali. ohh itu sgt xprlu.btol..takbur~

3. walopon saye dah lame lesap dr ctu, trnyata mreka msh prlukan khdmat aku disitu. sbgai ape? yee...ini yg kite xtau. haruslah sbagai CNN terhebat di abad ini. bukan mami jarum.ulangan.bukan mami mane2 skalipon. CNN adelah channel terbaik utk berita2 terkini yg sudah sah kesahihannye. hoi.aku kepo~

4. kbtolan saye membawa alim skali iaitu beliau bertindak sebagai bf dn future husband saya. sbb kami nk deting pastu. huih mereka di opis itu sungguhla sebok skali mau menengok beliau yg duduk didlm kete sesorg. die malu. sbb mate die wane coklet. eleh nmpk sgt pkai lens. sbb mane ade org jawe mate coklet! kah3~

wel..wateva it is, it was a nice short visit. got an offer utk keje sane. oh thanks, but no thanks..myte as well i look out for another co dulu.okehhhh

*boredom*

a boredom.

c'mon hit it like superstar.

hanging on de wall.

lying on de bed.

lewking at de floor.

while noting comes along.

wahh..lirik ape ini?
saye xtau la dey.
saye tulis saje kerana begitu penat melayan kebosanan.
huh.merudum jiwa.berbekas dihati.
kawan2 dimana kamu!!

ia memerlukan kesabaran..

1st: aku jatuh kat melaka bile excited sgt nk begambo lompat2. gedebuk! sua corduroy MNG koyak.sygnyeee...tp xpe,bru roock! nsb bek tym jatuh tu msh bleh kontrol cun agi.peh.

2nd: lutut mule mengeluarkan hasilnye. iaitu nanah2 yg dusta itu. pedihnye bagai menikam didade beb..! nsb baek ade doc yg x berapa nk tauliah sangat iaitu bersamaan dgn, b saye. diala yg tlg cuci dan jage luka saye tuh.thanx dear!

3rd: mulut mula membengkak dan aku dah tambah kapasiti pipi aku yg mmg dah sedia tesembul nih. buruk do'oh! tp sakit gile. n again, alim jugala yg betanggungjawab membawak aku g famesi utk beli ubat.thanx lagi dear!

4th: i lost my phone @ sempeneh.kuciwanya gurindam jiwa dan raga aku ni. apelah nasib. tp inilah qada' dan qadar. aku cuma mampu berdoa jgnla gambar2 dlm hp tu tesebar dan aku doakan org yg ambil hp buruk aku tu terima balasannya satu ari nanti.

jadi kawan2, moral of the story, tlg miscal atau msg aku dlm mase yg tedekat ni sbb aku nk smpan no korg yg hanyut bsame hp aku tu. i wil use d same old number. i love u guys! mwah~

crazee lorh.

of late, saye slalu gilekan sale besar2an.

ah.patot dipersetankan saje those sales yg bagai lambakan diluar sane. ade yg lebey penting menanti.

ye.de way to final is such a mess.

time cmnila nk kene menstrual cramp.

time cmnila ade wholesale metrojaya. ( n well..walau apepon, dpt jugak g walau skejap. thanx to syg saye!)

time cmnila nk skit gigi.

dugaan. who noes dere shud b smtg gud beyond all of these?

keep praying. keep hoping. keep trying.

n its fo de best.

gud luck sume.

u did it very well.

to tell u, wat u plan goes ryte on its track.

to hurt me, u did it very well diz time.

n i was truly madly deeply hurt by u.

i hurt u twice. n u give it back to me just once, n i got it.

enuf for now.

thanx.

** i am hurt **

anyone nid a drink or two wit me??
c'mon..talian masih dibuka.

perasaan keCELAKAan.

perasaan celaka.

sialan.

i hate u.